1. |
Washed Up (Intro)
02:34
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All of these memories wasted
They're washing away
Yeah they're washing away
Washing
I would go back to that place but there's nothing to say
Heard my name in the silence
You ain't gonna like this
There ain't nothing like this out there
Got a way with the psychic
Show you where my mind is
Walking on a tightrope, midair
If I fall or hit the wall
I'll probably stay there
Bout to risk it all on my self
Make that shit clear
Getting high where the night is
I don't like the daytime
I don't wanna say why
Or sound weird
Then why you still making music
Putting it out there
Maybe cause I'm fucking up a track
I make the doubt veer
Maybe cause I feel it in my heart
That's why I'm out here
Why you talking like you know me
We ain't ear to ear
We ain't eye to eye
You'll see me when I turn the tides
Headed for what's mine
Motherfucker I don't gotta lie
All of these memories wasted
They're washing away
Yeah they're washing away
Washing
I would go back to that place but there's nothing to say
Yeah there's nothing to say
Nothing to
Yeah
And I feel the past like it's a bad dream
What does that mean
I need an understanding (aye)
I guess it's either rap
Or angel's intervene
Cause I ain't holding back
Wont have the demons leave (Nah)
Don't even need your eyes
You really wanna see
Don't even need you eyes
You really wanna see
I'm bout to show em all how its gonna be
Get involved you gon' fall like the fucking leaves
Find you lying in the streets when they gotta eat
Fucking up a track
Heard the train ran into trees
And my thoughts so cold
I gotta brain freeze
Heard his soul got sold
For the right cheese
But they keep it on the low
Like they limboing
I don't really know where to go
With the imagery's
I don't even know how to flow
Are you kidding me
Feel the waves in this bitch
Like a swimming team
Digging graves in this bitch
For the miseries
Get a taste of this shit
Now you feeling me
All of these memories wasted
They're washing away
Yeah they're washing away
Washing away
Washing away
And
I would go back to that place but there's nothing to say
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2. |
Slow Suicide
02:52
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Boss up in the city lights
Getting high to see the sights
See the sights
See the sights
I just wanna see the sights
Yeah
I told you it was going down yeah
I told you it was going down
Mmm
I gotta gift at the crucible
Hallucinations when I travel
Conversations with a Lucifer
Look in the mirror when you babble
Trying to match but I'm too superb
Riding the beat with no saddle
Looking up you'll see me with the birds
Hollow bones gonna rattle
Me myself in a battle
Lost my brain out on Saturn
Xanax for the ladders
Didn't plan that
It don't matter
Nah
Better stand back
I'm not flattered
With my hands wrapped
Seeing patterns
Spitting anthrax
Outta Cavern
And
I don't hear em talking
While I'm using up my free time
I got a lot of drugs on the way
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
And
I don't think I'm stopping
Speed it up and now I'm flying high
I gotta keep the buzz just same
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
If I knew how to slow it down
Might hit it just a few times
I saw you in a cloud full of smoke
Where my dreams lie
Where my dreams lie
Where my dreams lie
In that dream life
In that dream life
You blowing hot air like dirigible
I see all the energy visible
I'm dosing my mind with chemicals
It's making the visions original
Wait
Time to pop it
Full of toxic
This my supernova
Ain't no caution
Where In walking
And I ain't hardly sober
I start with one at a time
Then it's two at a time
I'm taking all of these pills
Slow suicide
Slow suicide
Slow suicide
Slow suicide
Slow suicide
And
I don't hear em talking
While I'm using up my free time
I got a lot of drugs on the way
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
And
I don't think I'm stopping
Speed it up and now I'm flying high
I gotta keep the buzz just same
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
You gon' see why
Boss up in the city lights
Getting high to see the sights
See the sights
See the sights
I just wanna see the sights
Yeah
I told you it was going down yeah
I told you it was going down
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3. |
Living Large
03:09
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They talking like they know me
Their voices all the same
Their voices all the same
Their voices all the same
Aye
You thought the worst of me
Dealing with this adversity
Coming from out the dungeon
Up under with my uncertainty
Yeah
Up under with my uncertainty
Fallen from out the sky
Missed the landing
Then skipped the surgery
Probably the bitter product
Of process I'm tryna fade away
Problems be the popular topic
But what'd you wanna say
Aye
I do this shit every day
I don't give a fuck
If it was up to me
I'd find a way
Now I'm talking to myself like its castaway
Voices in my head
And I'm dead
From that whiskey I drank
You keep playing the victim
You ain't attempting your fate
That's shits sickening
My visions are vivid all of the days
Now tare the lightning from the sky
Give me all of the rain
I ain't afraid of the pain
Pill popping is strange
You counting options
I'm writing music
We isn't the same
Might get it outta my blood
But never outta my brain
You were dreaming now you're living like a Rock star
Taking pills for the thrills, Watch for cop cars
All my life they told me that I wouldn't make it far
Shooting for the stars past Mars
Will be living large
You were dreaming now you're living like a Rock star
Taking pills for the thrills, Watch for cop cars
All my life they told me that I wouldn't make it far
Shooting for the stars past Mars
Will be living large
They talking like they know me
Their voices all the same
Their voices all the same
Their voices all the same
Yeah
It took the worst of my problems
Look at the prophecy now
Still got them serpents around me
I gotta watch who I'm round
Go take that shit the lobby
What is you lying about
I got the symphony calling
Inside my mind it's loud
Just had to burn em' for comfort
Cut off the bridges to town
You gotta learn these assumptions
Are just words out they mouth
Still working for something
Up on this musical route
And if you talking bout nothing
That's just the usual doubt
I gotta smoke in abundance
To turn the volume down
The roaches pile in a mound
Way I'm flying throw the pilot out
Told em' give me what you got
I need a high amount
I need a high amount
Yeah
You were dreaming now you're living like a Rock star
Taking pills for the thrills, Watch for cop cars
All my life they told me that I wouldn't make it far
Shooting for the stars past Mars
Will be living large
You were dreaming now you're living like a Rock star
Taking pills for the thrills, Watch for cop cars
All my life they told me that I wouldn't make it far
Shooting for the stars past Mars
Will be living large
They talking like they know me
Their voices all the same
Their voices all the same
Their voices all the same
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4. |
Crossroads
02:47
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I'm caught up in the moment
You're probably wondering
How the fuck is it possible
That his feet are up under him
Asking for these directions
You told me no way, stumbling
Down the street
Guessing it's time to leave
Yeah, aye
You still switching the topics
And full of bad intentions
Already ran out of options
The other paths are missing
I got a rad ambition
No way to stop the mission
I keep going and going
I put ignition to engine
I break bricks in the kitchen
While rocking double vision
Don't got no script from physician
This shit is all attrition
I'm sick with multiple symptoms
Your health's in good condition
Still got a curse in my mind
I want em' all to listen
They say problems are the product of your own doing
On top until you topple like the Jenga moving
Couple rocks in my socks
So I'm walking groovy
Up all night
I got to write another Lucid
Pill popping in a sauna with a Sombo student
Let's get the weight off
I'm writing up convoluted
About to take off
So grab on
We rocket boosting
Cause I won't stay lost
They bout to find me and the music
Law low
Stay chasing those halos
You gotst' to get paid though
You know that they'll say no
I gotst' to get way mo'
I'm after that pot of gold
Not trying to sell my soul
But let the devil know
Yeah
It's okay though
Aye
I write these letters in blood before I send em' off
A sentimental sacrifice
To show em' I can take a loss
Now I'm at the spot where the roads all crossed
And I don't really know where to go or what's the cost
But I don't really care when they stare I'm on the sauce
And if you ain't impaired
Get a pair
You da boss (Yeah)
Chasing halos
Know I gotta lay low
Still getting paid
Even when they try to say no
And every day I be wilding
I'm still seeking asylum
A peace of mind is hiding
All of the music is silent
I can't find it
They still lying
You ain't trying
You tried to question my courage
But stay eyeing
I'm taking off from this island
Altitude climbing
Finally I decided
Fuck it let's get to signing
Show me the dotted line
My signature I'll be writing
Show me I got the time
I'll turn it into excitement
Law low
Stay chasing those halos
You gotst' to get paid though
You know that they'll say no
I gotst' to get way mo'
I'm after that pot of gold
Not trying to sell my soul
But let the devil know
Yeah
It's okay though
Law low
Stay chasing those halos
You gotst' to get paid though
You know that they'll say no
I gotst' to get way mo'
I'm after that pot of gold
Not trying to sell my soul
But let the devil know
Yeah
It's okay though
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5. |
Light's Out
02:50
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And we can get it popping like right now
But promise when I'm gone
You'll turn the lights out (Yeah)
Cause we can get it popping like right now
Just promise when I'm gone
You'll turn the lights out (Aye)
I don't think that I'm figuring my life out (Ooh)
Cause all I got is demons
And they chase me around
It's probably why I'm cruising with the top down (Ooh)
Feels just like I'm moving at the speed of sound
What you doing with your life
All your thinking profound
But you ain't after the struggle
So there ain't nothing that's found
Yeah
I got them drugs in my system now
Cry for help
Wondering if they're going to listen now
Yeah
And we can get it popping like right now
But promise when I'm gone
You'll turn the lights out (Yeah)
Cause we can get it popping like right now
Just promise when I'm gone
You'll turn the lights out (Aye)
I told em' I would do it
Now I run the town
Making music in this bitch
And then I play it loud (Ohh)
Remember when the dealer's
Used to smoke us out
Chilling at they house
And I'll be leaving with another ounce
Yeah
For now we snorting lines with the lights out
I was dreaming now I'm living how I wrote it down (Aye)
I'm trying to find my mind
And it's just not around
If you seen it let me know
I get a lot of hate
Aye
I'm tired of making mistakes
I won't hit the brakes
No I got what it takes
Straight from the heart
Say that shit to my face
All these lyrics are laced
I'm cooking up dope on the tapes
Coping with dope just a waste
I'm going insane
Nobodies safe
So throw out your faith
We after this shit in a race
Keep up your pace
I'm cracking the safe
So throw out the key
All of these thoughts
I just want em' to leave
I'm falling asleep
Deep in my dreams
Deep in my dreams yeah
I'm in the stars
With all of my team
So fuck do you mean
That I don't believe
I'm after the ring
You all gonna see
You all gonna see yeah
And we can get it popping like right now
But promise when I'm gone
You'll turn the lights out (Yeah)
Cause we can get it popping like right now
Just promise when I'm gone
You'll turn the lights out (Aye)
And we can get it popping like right now
But promise when I'm gone
You'll turn the lights out (Yeah)
Cause we can get it popping like right now
Just promise when I'm gone
You'll turn the lights out
Lights out
Turn the lights out
Turn the lights out
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6. |
Distant (In The Clouds)
02:54
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Paint a picture in the clouds
While we stay at home
I was sitting on my own
But I'm not alone
Yeah
Paint a picture in the clouds
While we stay at home
I was sitting on my own
But I'm not alone
Yeah
I got symptoms in my mind
What you talking bout
Got a sickness on my side
Been trying to cure the doubt (Ooh)
I just rolled up 50 blunts
Am I a rapper now (Nah)
If you think you got it tough
Might have to put you down
Yeah
Different shadows on the wall
In the silhouette
I'm still battling with my psyche
Hasn't killed me yet
Ain't gon' find me on this island
Way up in the clouds
Problem is you're going up
And then you're coming down
Paint a picture in the clouds
While we stay at home
I was sitting on my own
But I'm not alone
Yeah
Paint a picture in the clouds
While we stay at home
I was sitting on my own
But I'm not alone
And here they go still talking cause they heard my name
Got to stay away
From the fakes and the lames
Chemicals in the blood in my veins
And it's flooding my brain
Like the mud and the rain
I hit the streets
Started drifting away
It might be any day
When you're living in the fade
Don't agree
Then it's out of your range
But you'll see anyway
Cause it's really all the same
What'd you really want to talk about
Just tell me now
Problem is we're going up
And then we're coming down
Got some issues in my mind
When you're not around
Problem is I'm going up
And then I'm coming down
Paint a picture in the clouds
While we stay at home
I was sitting on my own
But I'm not alone
Yeah
Paint a picture in the clouds
While we stay at home
I was sitting on my own
But I'm not alone
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7. |
Xans on Beverly
02:29
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(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Look into my eyes and tell me do you think I give a fuck
Aye
You can just hand me the title (Ooh)
Lately been smoking Gelato (Aye)
I'm dropping nukes out the silo (Ooh)
I got a bitch suicidal (Yeah)
Telling me all of her problems (Ooh)
Thinking that gon' I'm solve em' (Yeah)
I'm chewing bars
They dissolving
Throw out the caution
And go past exhaustion
Fuck all the talking
Let's get it popping
I'm on the edge of this cliff
I'm not falling
I find my mind in a drift
And more often
Taking my time with this shit
They'll acknowledge
All of my thoughts
Are the roots for your knowledge
I'm in pursuit
Of the truth
Have you seen it
Rise from the ashes
I move like the phoenix
Sever attachment
They selling my secrets
I got a bitch on the side
She's going out of her mind
I wouldn't say that I'm high
But that's cause I live in sky
Take my time
I'm not gon' tell you why
I got a lot of shit up on my mind (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
And every time we talk she gotta lie (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
It's got me wondering why I even try
Aye
I think they looking for encores
Just so you know bitch I'm on course
I'm getting high like the Air Force
Probably the reason they stare for
I took a dose now I'm paranoid
Probably the reason I'm here for
Look in my eyes
Be careful
You might turn to stone
That'd be terrible
When I take the throne
Its shareable (Aye)
All of my homies gon' split the gold
She taking molly she on a roll
I got no hobbies let's rap some more
Losing control
I'm losing my soul
Its probably why I got this bottle for
Don't think you know
Just how this shit goes
I got to get it then I got it sold
I got a bitch on the side
She's going out of her mind
I wouldn't say that I'm high
But that's cause I live in sky
Take my time
I'm not gon' tell you why
I got a lot of shit up on my mind (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Aye
She got that work on the side
I told that bitch you decide
Up in the clouds what'd you find
Tell me the cost did you trade in your mind
And every time we talk she gotta lie (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
It's got me wondering why I even try
Take my time
I'm not gon' tell you why
I got a lot of shit up on my mind (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
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8. |
Self-Help
02:36
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Talking to myself
Staring out the window
Let me tell you what I gotta say
I hope that you can tell
Me apart from everything
That's standing in your way now
But why you gotta lie
Just look me in the face
When I'm falling on the way down
I told you I was high
And now I'm on my own
Guess you're trying to play it safe now
I'm
Talking to myself
Staring out the window
Let me tell you what I gotta' say
I hope that you can tell
Me apart from everything
That's standing in your way now
And even when you cried
They told me I was nothing
They expected me to stay down
Now I just wonder why
I put it in my mind
Guess I'm looking for a way out
Pictures on the shelf
Shadows on the wall
And the candle in a darkened state
Now tell me bout' yourself
Cause everything I start
Feels like I'm bout' to fall apart today
I don't think I need help
But when it gets this personal
It's like I gotta part to play
I hope that you can tell
Me apart from everything
That's standing in your way now
Straight to the top
My direction won't stop
I suggest you get out of my face
Wait
I had some people
They turning they backs
And its blatant to me that
They way fake
Faith in myself
While I follow my heart
Through this maze
And do what it takes
I'm stuck on a phase
Don't let em' tell you your fate
We on our own
But we making our way
Talking to myself
Staring out the window
Let me tell you what I gotta say
I hope that you can tell
Me apart from everything
That's standing in your way now
I'm
Talking to myself
Staring out the window
Let me tell you what I gotta say
I hope that you can tell
Me apart from everything
That's standing in your way now
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9. |
Dreamtime
03:27
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Ima roll the dice
And hold my breath just for the meantime
Been trying to find my focus
Since I traded all my dream time
I heard you want to talk
Well here I am so what'd you gotta say
But I don't want to talk
Unless its money or it's on the way
(Aye Mozart)
Roll up 55's on a bitch
Or put your pride on the line
Like you hanging off this blimp
I'm in the sky
I told em' talk
You think I wouldn't flip the script
I got them candles burning both ends
And suicide attempts
Just found the glamour and the glitz torn apart from the hips
Still gotta stammer when I talk just so they understand my shit
I'm on the far side
Stars fly
Drinking out this bottle
For the hard times and am who I am
If I ain't getting lit
I'm about to blast off
Stash spots
Slip me a pill for the fix
I'm the mascot
Of trash talk
I'm throwing up all on your bitch (Ooh)
My stomach is full of this shit (Aye)
Comatose off the mix
And ask me why I'm playing strange games with myself
Still looking intense
Yeah
Ima roll the dice
And hold my breath just for the meantime
Been trying to find my focus
Since I traded all my dream time
I heard you want to talk
Well here I am so what'd you gotta say
But I don't want to talk
Unless its money or it's on the way
So
Ima roll the dice
And hold my breath just for the meantime
Been trying to find my focus
Since I traded all my dream time
I heard you want to talk
Well here I am so what'd you gotta say
But I don't want to talk
Unless its money or it's on the way
Yeah
Roll up 55s on a bitch (Yeah)
Roll up 55s on em' (Mmm aye)
I've been getting high like I'm rich (Yeah)
They the ones supplying this shit
Aye
And you can put the drugs in my wrist yeah (Straight up)
They killing us all with this shit aye
But I don't got no problems to fix nah (Nah nah)
When I'm getting high with your bitch yeah (Bitch I'm on the low)
Plus I don't got no friends since they died (RIP Ollie)
So Ima spend it all getting high (The demons they call me)
Fucking with your bitch on the low now (We're smoking dope)
Tell me where the fuck I need to go now
Ima roll the dice
And hold my breath just for the meantime
Been trying to find my focus
Since I traded all my dream time
I heard you want to talk
Well here I am so what'd you gotta say
But I don't want to talk
Unless its money or it's on the way
So
Ima roll the dice
And hold my breath just for the meantime
Been trying to find my focus
Since I traded all my dream time
I heard you want to talk
Well here I am so what'd you gotta say
But I don't want to talk
Unless its money or it's on the way
Yeah
Roll up 55s on a bitch (Yeah)
Roll up 55s on em' (Mmm yeah)
I've been getting high like I'm rich (Yeah)
They the ones supplying this shit (Yeah)
They the ones supplying this shit (Yeah)
They the ones supplying
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10. |
Potent
03:27
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I've been smoking dope with your hoe on the low end (Yeah)
You know we smell like potent
I've been smoking dope with your hoe on the low end (Yeah)
You know we smell like potent
She just rolled it up I'm bout' to pass it off onto my friends (Yeah)
And we don't care who knows it
Aye
I've been getting lit
Fuck the benefits
The Dr. says I'm getting sick
You write this shit
You'll lose your wits
Aye
I'm selling weed to your bitch
Outside the house with the bricks
She said she's needing a fix
Fuck all your woes go head to the six
I'm on the road at the part where it splits
But I'll follow my heart make it out of this ditch
If you let it unravel you'll ruin the gift
Was on top of the world
Til' my wings took a dip
I'm creating a sense
Let em' know what it is
When I fall into focus
I'll show you the lens
She in the Benz
Looking for benzos (Yeah)
And why are we popping this shit
Probably a problem but I like the risk
Crashed all my cars
Someone call me a lift
I'll be back in the city
To do it again
Aye
Live in the sin
Won't live innocent (Nah)
I won't ever pretend (Nah)
I won't ever pretend
I've been smoking dope with your hoe on the low end (Yeah)
You know we smell like potent
I've been smoking dope with your hoe on the low end (Yeah)
You know we smell like potent
And now she in the back counting racks
From the stash
Got em' back
I was down up on my last
But get that cash fast
Flashbacks to the past
Thought that I would crash
Gotta keep it moving
Even when you think the moments passed
Gotta keep it loaded
When you pulling up to fill for gas
I got my eyes on the bag
Giving this all that I have
If I fuck it up they'll be glad
But I'm making all of em' mad
Still gotta watch where I ash
When I light up dope in the lab
I've been smoking dope with your hoe on the low end (Yeah)
You know we smell like potent
I've been smoking dope with your hoe on the low end (Yeah)
You know we smell like potent
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11. |
Moment of Silence
02:24
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Caught up in my feelings my again
Now settle down with your small hopes
A broken clock will tell em' it's 10
I hear the small talk
Building up inside of my head
Like when it's memories
Of moments and the moments are dead
You better
Move on
So long
I'm seeing red
Move on
So long
I'm seeing red (yeah)
Moment of silence please
Moment of silence
Nobody try this please
Nobody try
(Yeah)
I talked to Jimmy he told me he had to up the dose
Dealing with depression my confession bout' to cut it close
Scattered streets and an arm full of marks
He was harmful to self
Still racing to dark
Now he's facing the pavement
His passion for art long gone
And he's blue like the song
Sirens singing along
Don't you ask what I'm on
Gotta stash in the lawn
For the day that they take me
To safety I'm calm
Still looking for survivors though
Couldn't find em' underneath this big pile of dope
Flashing in my mind
Everyday it's a violent strobe
Trying to find me
I be hiding
While I write my soul
Spitting toxic
Lost my teeth in a super nova
But kept firing like a soldiers gun
Jimmy's parents heard the news
They lost their only son
Cops will show em' photos to confirm
It was right one
Moment of silence please
Moment of silence
Nobody try this please
Nobody try this
Moment of silence please
Moment of silence
Nobody try this please
Nobody try this
My face of fear in the mirror
I gotta strange demeanor
I hear the spirits are nearer
When drinking drain cleaner
You get a taste of this shit
And you'll be plenty eager
To look death in the face
And say it's nice to meet you
Now Jimmy's dead in the dirt
That means he'll never see you
I wrote this song for Vanessa
They had a kid together
And now she's stressing like how
The fuck she gon' make it better
She got no father to raise the daughter
Through stormy weather
She's taken pills, the doctor gave her
Prescription letters
Just down em' 2 at a time
Then feeling light as feathers
She's swerving all on the lines
To work her 2nd schedule
Then lost control of the ride
Another home wrecker
Moment of silence please
Moment of silence
Nobody try this please
Nobody try this
Moment of silence please
Moment of silence
Nobody try this please
Nobody try this (Yeah)
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